I must go on
Even though my heart dies.
How the Lord is by side to trust
To save me from myself.
I have failed to let my tears flow
And let go to show my love - my love.
If I am a man I cannot be weak.
If I am a man in Christ, all I am is weak.
The time has just dawned
For the dusk is far off
I must let my journey begin
To seek out the dependency I need on Christ.
My love, she is far away
I am lonely in my own arms
I am alone
But I am not alone I need to know
For God will never leave me
I am drawn to Him because He will fulfill
I am desperate Oh God
My writing is distorted and mixed.
I seek something, anything.
Will I see her soon?
I do not know.
When will I stop torementing myself!
I need you oh God.
I cry out to you -
I cannot do this on my own.
I am desperate for her,
Which makes me desperate for You.
Amen
